Hurt day 3 8 kg lost in total

I am just so loved by my group of si dang
Chat with dan for almost 1 hrs plus and suddenly ask me which blog i stay,
wow!!! she had been driving all the way down from woodland,
i am so so so touch,
chat with her about my problem, then here came jac and Zm,
when they arrive , dan aid hello and wave to them,
i am like, WTH, you know people from my block?
shock, love touch.....
they reach at 3am......

as i say
when everything seems so wrong, there is something right
i am bless, very bless!!!

day 3
after listening to dan dan, i finally listen to someone,
if you are really happen to read this blog,
i am sorry!!! it not that i dont want to blog in my original blog,
you need time to heal, so i type all my crab feeling all here.
where there is a chance that we are together again,
i will show you, read it with you..... this i promise you.
I am refreshing on your blog again again and again,
not to help you get your hit,
but hungry for you news,
wanting to know how you feel
wanting to know what have you been doing lately,
guess, we are back to where we start.
looking at each other blog, crying for each other, worrying for each other.
encouraging each other.

went over for navy sprint at east coast park,
saw someone who look like you from the back,
my heart skip a beat, in that split moment,
i am thinking should i hid myself, or should i walk faster to check is that you,
i am crazy about you, there is so so so many people,
but, this girl with a similar back of yours hide all color in the surrounding,
the only color and person i can see you her.

i started to regain back to reality,
you should be sleeping now,
there is no way that person is you,
reality came sooner then i expected,
she turn, it not you,
i sigh, put my eyes back to the performance,
mind still thinking of you,
then time when we went jogging at ECP,
The time when we had my fav WCD
The time when we sit at the water breaker, fishing happily,
The time when we cycle....
There is so many many flash back,
my heart hurt so so so much!!!

i dont know what to do,
i am still feeling very lost,
i am still stuck at the time when you leave me,
the time when you chase me off away from you,
the time when you offer me a melon drink and i quarrel with you at your test week.
i really regret, regret things that i had done.
there is so much things that i can do when i am with you,
but i choose not to, really take everything for granted,
now you had leave me, i started to know things that you say,
thing that when i do will make you feel angry and sianz
like knocking my teeth when eating, i finally had a chance to hear that and that is really irritating.

i miss you,
i love you.